you never know what you have until you lose it.
you can have it in just a day, but lose it in a blink of an eye.
I'm sorry if I did anything wrong
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect enough
I'm sorry if my existence is too much of a burden
If that's the case
Why don't we just end it right here right now
and stop all this sick nonsense once and for all
move on...
sometimes it's for the best...
but i don't know what's the best...
sigh I don't know anything that's why we're so effed up D:
Give me your answer now

Why is it getting more boring D:

lol. i knw i mentioned that my life was all hectic n stuff
but nw, evr since my coach brought the players out, it seems like it's getting more boring :((
1st offffff, my b is idk at where, he said he left his hp in his dad's car n at nite thn find, but nw, xda pa2 pun. argh.. just whn i needed sumone to fill in those empty spaces D: he's gone..sigh. where the fuck is he???!!!
alain ( i knw ur readin ths ) is also busy.
then i msg chien, he hvt reply. haiz..
all my frenz all boh eng , lyk wtf.

O,o Is this true ? lol

yesterday went for 8math tuition
teacher said I improved
lmao. XD yay me!
eventhough I din really put alot of effort into it.
but hey lyk my mum ows said
teachers knw best XD lol

anyways, exam next month. god help us all D:
sigh, haven't really started though~~
I also started training like, last week..
beginning of April...:)
ofcz la for my b, & to meet hawt bdmnton players..lmao!jk~
missed goin for badmntn tournaments lei =]
hehe...sure gonna meet my buds,ex(damn him)..most of all, my B ^^
cnt wait til next tournament, in mukah, ^^
but, even if I'm chosen, scared my mum dun allow
dah lah tht day go sarikei she got abit "......" one oso lar...siao :X
She nvr lets me have fun D:

Tiring...fUUuu

man...I'm so damn tired nowadays..
I don't even have enough freakin' time to chat wit mah buds..:(
I got tons of homework & activities.
sigh~ even my online time is limited !!! D: