:'(

Yeah,those were the times...going out with my b whenever we had the time to =]
always will, and never shall I forget the times we spent together, you made every second worth while, made my stay worth while. You make me feel special in so many ways, even when I'm sweating and I rubbed my sweat on your shirt, :( haha awwhhh...At night near 9pm, we were hanging at the park, then this girl who claimed she was death wanted to sell some couple-like souvenirs in exchange for RM8. I turned to u and u shook your head. awwhh..kolian =[ the next time, we were havin the last day together, we had our last meal at kfc, then an old man approached us and told us that he needed money to pay for the operation for his son or something, in return he sold some crackers worth RM2 each. being the easily sympathetic me, I fished out 5 and handed it to him, then he just left us with two packets of crackers and left. and i was lyk, hey, wat bout my change D: haha but he was long gone. oh well, so many sellers love us bah, bo bian..<3

alot of things happened before and after that,and I wish not to repeat again :( sigh. the rest, i know clearly what happened...;[ couldnt see you after u stepped into that car, cause I know that would be the last time we would meet for a long period. oh well, life sucks, just accepting reality.

Have u ever tried sleeping with a broken heart

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, on me nobody ever shut (?) it down like you
You want a crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you


Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's bound (?) to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream
We'll just hold on to love

And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Sigh. Don't think I'll be goin for that tournament anymore.

haha. I know that my coach have made plans to go to kuching for a tournament and all this July. But it's already July, and due to those stupid-ass renovations at the badminton court here, we SELDOM have any training D: which sucks big time, because how the hell are we going to go there within this month with barely one month of intensive training? and oh, come on, I'm form 4 for pete's sake. My mum and tuition teacher would surely lecture me about the disadvantages of going there D: sigh. so yeah, guess I'm not goin there afterall. So I can't meet my b and pals there...great. just great. a chance to leave this foul place : FAIL.

I miss him like co-rai-ziee (wahahaha) :'(